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Name: eth
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Philadelphia
Gender: Male
Interests: multicellular organisms creative design lots and lots of movies peter pan edgar allen poe maine new sour candy heartbeats those little puff seeds that float around sometimes that i try to catch but never can, moving objects, blinking ones get me all the time, cherry 7up, music, DC++, gidgets and gadgets and whatsitmacallits, frogs and turtles
Expertise: PHYSICS T.T.A.F. VR Troopers old school powerrangers garfield and friends taking apart broken watches trees old cartoons insanity insomnia watching and waiting thomas gaffey
Occupation: Student
Industry: Research
Message: message me
AIM:  quantum seth
Member Since:
11/9/2002
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| i think its time to say goodbye to xanga
the few who i'd like to hear from do not post anymore
and i've gotten tired of reading schloss's poly posts tho they can be entertaining
you go get em ya crazy bastid
to anyone else
o'doyl rules!
now piss off
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| word.
its ok, im white.
on a side note, diff eq can kiss ma bumpa just kiss it!
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| JUST DONT ASK ME HOW I AM!
of all the thngs in all conception why would have to be interested in a topic that has no future!
or a person that has in them o will towards me?
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| to possess a question not entirely wanting the answer for- thats me!
actions speak louder than words
thoughts can silence voices
so which is more powerful, thought or action?
if action then why do those who act before they think get criticized?
if thought then why do those who cease to act timely get criticized?
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| we are all addicts. and i like games.
some of drugs and alcohol, some of pain others of desire. mostly we are addicts to sedate ourselves.
that is what college teaches us, whether it's at a frat party at 10 pm on a friday night or an eight hour long study/homework session we mandate ourselves to preform, and i do mean preform.
in special cases our addictions are more subtle, like wordplay and jests of kindness and cruelty.
but these sublties are still just to subdue whatever emotions or responses we feel we need to repress for whatever dimwitted reasons we can come up with at the time. this includes beng 13 years old and feverishly playing pokemon red or blue. for example, that is.
current obvious addictons are tea and toasted soft pretzels, the usual series of anime and finding insignificant details to become enthralled with like a spec of color or a texture of fabric. these comsumemy time, that and listening to my friends problems, leaves little roomfor homework and sleep and the prementioned class and study periods.
drexel has grown on me in some strange ways-for starters i think 'll punch someone in the face for belittling its merits or students and philadelha is more of a home than any former place i've known for two very specific reasons, 1- i am free to be wherever i go, without ridicule of abnormality from close or strange people and people here may not understand me and the words i speak or think, but they try more often than not and 2- i can escape without having to leave
it's been 4 months since i last dated someone and it may show.
the sobriety and complex factors of dating are more than forgotten
relationships can be simple and canhave concree rules and lifetimes, they dont have to go on indefinitely
nor do they have to end.
for the longest time i've thought that people can mean ifferent things to you, at different times but some definitions remain the same aslong as you know them. one set of this is "would you die for them?" a star-crossed lover would say their soulmate and maybe one other, a parent or lifelong best friend, as many or most would also consider, i prpose that its usually the 3 people you are closest too, granted that is just a general statement and is not intended to make someone only close to one or to people feel small, but is supposed to make those who spread themselves too thin with their relationships so they dont have a select few as the closest but a larger group as close as the next in it. for the longest time one of them was my grandfather, though specifially i was too young to be so close with him but near his death and afterwards i felt this way because of the learned similarities i have wth him, in so many regards i am a more carefree version of him. i think about this more and more when one of my actions triggers a memory of something i merely overheard and i develope a thought process that would metaphorically solve a particular case for the differential equation of my grandfather.
my name is not luka. catch the reference, earn a lolli.
i'm infatuated with a girl a number of blocks away.
shes sharp and has claws, isnt easily trusting and tends to remove her emotions from everything except cards and school- her mind intrigues me like a small boy looking into a toy shop window- dont read that too deeply or you might come up with some antiparallel complex about how i never had enough books to read when i was younger and my parents only embraced me when i performed aboved standard... neither of which is true.
infact i was afforded plenty of books- and hoards of stories, and my parents would embrace anything i did- yet i do feel as though they never expected much.... admittedly thats what i usually put forth.
like now, in my e+m class, i sit and take notes even though everything we go over is a recap of things previously learned, and i put off the homework assignment for the class until the night before it is due ( a good 50 variously difficult problems) because in i'd say what took about an hour and a half i am able to write out all of the solutions- to the ones that interested me, the simple ones like for the beginning of the chapters i left blank, not to waste too much of my time.
its not that i'm so full of myself and have an arrogant outlook like so many other people i grew up with but ts because i want something to come along that truly makes me think and challenges me to my highest potential- and no one so far really does that like my grandfather did except my roomate in scrabble and the girl down the street
i'm growing an orchid plant by the window. its creating a new stalk for flowers to bloom from.
take the wood away from a forester and i suppose the forester will grow a new wood to replace it.
i suppose it would be taking the reality of my need for greenery if i placed sod on the carpet and kept lillies in the shower
earlier i wanted to watch a movie, its friday night and nothings on- so i put on lake placid, i love it. afterwards one of my friends that i live with is like MY TURN and wants to watch sportcenter- he offers up the idea of rock-paper-scissors for who gets to choose what goes on next, per norm- best 2 out of three, i creamed him and then proceded to put on the 1998 american version of godzilla with mathew broderick and kathy griffin. it was great- if only i had another movie about an even larger reptilian coming to upset the neighborhood kids.
pleased to meet you
hope you guess my name
ah whats puzzling you is the
nature of my game
-(name you call me by)
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